Polish, Opportunities, and Love Lost

So far I've made progress in my goals. I've been asked to be the fashion Contributor to UC's newspaper, The Newsrecord, which to me is huge news. i bought my very first copy of Vogue Collections, which happens to be Spring/Summer 2011. Its been a good couple of weeks. There have been some down spots however. The amazing paper i wrote for my Women's Studies class received a less than amazing review. I had to do deplorable things in order to pay the bill at my school that I now wish I would've thought about more thoroughly. BUT that's all water under the bridge that I'm burning intentionally. No going back to where i was in life, its about progression.

This OPI polish from the Katy Perry Collection is my absolute love at that moment... Painting it over what ever color you have on your tips gives it the look of destructed black paint showing color underneath. I paint it on very think so the crack are minimal but you can paint it on as thin or as thick as you like. I kinda wish they had other colors than just the black... a white over a pale pastel orange would look amazing for spring.

So my lil heart has experienced confusion and breakage before. This past WEEK... i became infatuated with a single father. For some reason the fact that he spent so much time with his son made me feel like he could offer the same affection to me. I was way in over my head. Its taken about 6 or seven hours for me to get the notion outta my head that we could be anymore than friends. I probably will be jealous when he starts seeing someone else or giving someone that attention i coveted but i'll get over it... I'm seeing that i need someone who will value me as the center of their world... also it stems from my daddy issues... Sense of abandonment, trust issues, and blah blah blah... i need to first graduate from College before i try to settle down with some dude.. Haha as always

Love, Barbie