9.9.09

This week, New York City was taken over by the Consumers of America. The Hipsters and Fashionistas all flocked to the Big apple for Anna Wintour's brain child, Fashion's Night Out. I unfortunately was stuck in Akron , Ohio. With the size of the work load i've been dealt i doubt i'll be making it to any fashion shows or events anytime soon. I spent most of Tuesday pining over Paper's 25th Anniversary party (love Paper Magazine)and most of yesterday sleeping off the depressing fact that i was un able to see 9 with my boo.

With that depression came a photo shoot, most glamorous in my bathroom. Welll not really a photo shoot but just me and my school outfit. I find it even more difficult to keep up this persona of a Diva throughout the whole of the week. But luckily since no one saw me on Monday i was able to regroup and show out the past three days.

My dating life is basically the same as ever. a fewwwww men to keep me interested and never bored but only one i wanna really committ to. Well squash that make that 2. I am definitely at a loss for words when it comes to HIM. Last night i spent the evening playing squib with Darah and Andy. My heart and compassion go out to him, but can't let him know because then he'll just do something to spite and piss me off

Reason for my URL address

I've been waiting for the right moment to create one of these. I think my return since my fall from grandure is the perfect opportunity. I promised the girls from store 715 that i would do a blog, with video content to document my life and all the things i do. In other words so they can keep track of my fabulousity.

That's just the thing though. With fabulousness comes a certain air, unapproachability if you will. But trust me i don't bite, unless you're into that kind of thing. I named the blog Queerstudies after my unfinished novel. because instead trying to recap all at once i can do better. I can SHOW YOU. things that i do and get away with. things i witness and just how much of a double edged sword fabulousity is (i know its not a real word just indulge me a little).

The URL comes from what i love most. Beauty. Pearls to me are the epitomy of beauty seeing as they come from dirt and are shaped molded into something wonderous. If i could study Aesthetics here at the University then i would but since there is no such major i'll just go for the next best thing, Art which in essence is the study of Aesthetics. But at the same time that which nourishes us can destroy us. beauty and our quest for it can bind us and keep us from realizing what trully is beautiful. Life.

So i just wanna start us out on that note. hopefully i can keep up this blog thing and all will bee well.